Mary Poppins says, “once begun is half done.” So true. Half done. The killer is in the completion. In addition to my To Do list I also have a Finish list. Seriously. Something goes on my To Do list, I do it halfway, then I put that same project on my Finish list. There’s something terribly wrong with this.
I pour a batch of candles but neglect to shrink-wrap and label them. I print out magnet images but don’t cut them out. I don’t really consider this procrastination because I actually start the project. I just put off finishing it. I guess that’s procrastination after all.
When I start and finish a task in one chunk of time I feel like an actual grown-up. Like today, I was cleaning my bathroom and was so tempted to just do the countertops and sink and leave the tub, toilet and floor for another day. Why does my brain think that way? It’s counter-productive! What makes it worse is I know a half-finished task nagging at me drives me out of my mind. And yet I continue to do it.
Be assured I cleaned my entire bathroom all at once. I was so proud. I also did loads of laundry and folded everything, but they remain in the basket. I made dinner and washed dishes afterwards, but the dishes remain “air drying” in the sink.


There has to be a name for this disorder. Some may call it the too-much-on-your-plate syndrome. I don’t want to call it that because I dislike the phrase too-much-on-your-plate. Others may call it disorganization disorder. That’s more to my liking, but makes me feel really badly about myself. I’ve vowed to become more organized on many occasions; I start to get myself more organized but then don’t finish the plan.
Maybe I’m being too hard on myself. The past few weeks have been muddled with the decline and demise of Husby’s dad ~ that’s a pretty good excuse isn’t it? Maybe now our lives will slowly regain some normalcy and I’ll get back on track and see tasks and projects through to their completion. I can only hope. If I have a household and business filled with unfinished projects I’ll absolutely lose my mind.
What do you do to keep yourself on track? Are you able to start a project and finish it to completion all in one sitting…on a consistent basis? Do the tasks you don’t have time to start and/or finish drive you crazy, just sitting there begging you to do them?
One good thing: I finished this blog post. Yay me!
PS ~ I always finish everything eventually. Except for putting photographs in an album. I’m pretty sure I’ll never, ever finish that project.
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