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Wordless Wednesday
Posted in Nostalgia, Wordless Wednesday, tagged American Swedish Institute, Minneapolis, Wordless Wednesday on February 26, 2020| Leave a Comment »
Wordless Wednesday
Posted in Holidays, Nostalgia, Wordless Wednesday, tagged angel, Christmas, Wordless Wednesday on December 19, 2018| Leave a Comment »
A Candlight Tour
Posted in Holidays, Nostalgia, tagged architecture, Christmas, history, MN, White Bear Lake, White Bear Lake Area Historical Society on December 17, 2018| Leave a Comment »
Husby and I recently partook in a very special tour. A Christmas tour. A Christmas candlelight tour. We didn’t have to travel far as The Fillebrown House is right in our own little town, and thanks to the White Bear Lake Area Historical Society we were more than thrilled to walk into the past…
This is the Fillebrown House (photo credit to the White Bear Lake Area Historical Society). The “cottage” was built in 1879 on the shores of White Bear Lake in Minnesota.
I was born and raised in White Bear Lake and in all of my years I’ve loved this house, but had never seen the inside despite tours being available for years. I didn’t know who the Fillebrowns were, but learned a bit about them when Husby and I attended the tour.
Quite frankly, I didn’t attend the tour to learn history, but to only, finally after many decades, see the inside of this house. Yes, I learned some things, but my eyes were working much more than my ears during this tour.
Sara Markoe delivered some of the history of the house while the “tourists” held (battery operated) candles to guide us through the dim, candlelit house. Rheanna O’Brien was also aboard the tour, guiding us safely through the old house.
This post isn’t about the history of the house, although the walls are rich with stories. Because I’m who I am, it’s all about the architecture and feel of the house. I love walking through houses built generations before me. The Fillebrown House gave me a cozy feeling I haven’t felt for quite some time.
The many narrow and winding staircases thrilled me…
A corner fireplace in the dining room, only found in an old work of architecture…
And the music. In a house like this there had to be much music to while away the vacationing hours of the family and guests. (The house was a getaway cottage for the Fillebrowns.)
An awesome pump organ…
And a beautiful Steinway grand…
Windows galore, for views of White Bear Lake, covered nicely with period lace curtains. And a big, heavy, wide door, which leads out to the porch, which looks out onto the lake.
The whole feel of the place made me want to buy it, on the spot.
“What’ll you take for it?”
“Oh, it’s not for sale.”
“I’ll give you a million dollars.” *Which I don’t have*
“No, sorry.”
“Two million” *Which I don’t have*
*Tour guide shakes her head no.*
“Ten million, cash! *Which, of course, I don’t have*
*Tour guide laughs*
I love this house and how it’s been maintained by the White Bear Lake Area Historical Society.
Because of the candlelight ambiance of the tour the house was dim and not too agreeable for my amateur photo taking. Husby and I plan to go back in the summertime when the White Bear Lake Area Historical Society offers inside tours in addition to outdoor musical events and lemonade on the porch.
I’ve added the Fillebrown House to my list of dream houses. Perhaps I can live in any number of my dream houses in future lives. Maybe I love them so because I lived in them in past lives?
If you have the opportunity, take advantage of events at the Fillebrown House in White Bear Lake, MN. You’ll be transported to a time of the glamorous lakeside cottage.
Wordless Wednesday
Posted in Holidays, Nostalgia, tagged Christmas, elf, Santa on December 20, 2017| Leave a Comment »
Music Is Divinity
Posted in Everyday, Nostalgia, tagged childhood, keys for kids, memories, music, nostalgia, piano on March 20, 2017| 14 Comments »
I’m not really sure what tone this post should take. It could be sad or happy. The best word would be bittersweet, I guess.
The times they are a-changing, and with those time we too must change, make adjustments, and relinquish physical objects that hold many memories.
It was a big day at my parents’ house, Husby and I were there to give support and provide assistance. I could say it was the day the music died, but it’s more accurate to say it was the day the piano found a new home.
The piano cost $400 when it was purchased new. I have no idea what year that was. It was owned by the Sisters of St. Joseph, the nuns who taught school and gave the children of St. Mary’s school piano lessons inside the convent. Oh that convent! That’s another story though. The sisters eventually passed it on/sold it to my mom’s aunt and uncle. I have no idea how long they had it, but at some point, almost five decades ago the piano was given to my parents and found a place in my childhood home.
It’s an old piano and a very big one at that – a Stark upright grand. The room in which it was housed was dubbed “the piano room.” My mom played that piano for pleasure for many years and taught me and my sister how to play until we got so good we needed instructions from other people. Oh the countless scales I practiced, and moved from reading music for Twinkle Twinkle Little Star to the works of Chopin, Bartok, Bach and many other great composers.
Alas, the time came when the piano room must once again become a bedroom, which it was before the piano arrived so many, many years ago. In order for it to become a bedroom again, the piano had to go. Away. Out of the house.

Skinny hallway
Donated to Keys for Kids, easier than selling and given to a wonderful charity, the piano left my childhood home. The moving guys were fabulous and did the job without a nick to the walls or dirt to the carpet, and in record time.
Piano movers amaze me. I know they do it every day, but still. One of the guys moving the piano injured his back on the last job – he got to carry the bench out to the truck. But he also got to be the spotter/reinforcement as the piano was wheeled down the ramp.
I had a little chat with one of the mover guys, telling him I learned to play on that piano. He told me a couple of stories about the pianos he’s moved. One was of an old woman who’s husband played, and when he died she donated the piano to Keys for Kids. She cried the whole time they moved that piano out of her house. It was as if the last remnant of her husband left her house with the piano. My heart nearly broke. The mover guy said they see lots of cases like this, and I feel like they’re compassionate and gentle when they move these pieces of history and personal attachment.
Away goes the piano of my youth. I wasn’t overly emotional about it as I have two pianos in own my house. The thing is, I haven’t played in years. I was damn good at the keyboard, and there’s no reason I shouldn’t bring more music to my house and to my life.

The digital. A college graduation gift from my entire family, which saved my sanity and brought me joy in hard times. Plus, it has a plug for headphones for practicing!

The big one. Similar to the one donated by my parents. This one was given to me by a friend who gave it to me for the cost of moving it from her house to mine. It’s not been tuned since I received it nearly twenty years ago. Who cares? It’s a lovely piece of furniture and sounds really old-timey.
This event, my witnessing and support of the removal of the piano of my childhood, has inspired me to take to the keyboard again while I’m able. Music is divinity, and I think my parents would be happy and proud to see me play again. After all, it was their piano that introduced me to the glory of music.
P.S. to Mom and Dad ~ After my time with you during the piano removal I saw a black squirrel run across my back yard. Seemed to be a sign. Diggy says make that room into a bedroom again. It’s right and good.