My life is…completely unremarkable. Except for the extreme blunders I make. Blunders that make people wonder if I’ve had a stroke or am suffering some kind of psychosis.
I made one of those colossal blunders this week and I’ve been feeling badly about it for days. It’s times like this I want to run away and hide. Out of shame, out of embarrassment, or just to protect myself from committing more blunders. I need a hiding place. A private place.
This cottage and piece of property have been all but completely forgotten. As far as I know it isn’t for sale, but from the looks of the upkeep the owners are there very seldom if ever at all. It would be the perfect hiding place for me.
My blogging has been suffering lately, along with my self-respect regarding the most recent blunder. The little cottage with the yellow door and shutters would be a wonderful place to think, reflect, and write. In fact, this piece of property was pointed out to me as what could be my “perfect blogging retreat.” I can’t disagree.
Take a closer look at the front window. The reflection in the front window would be my view as I look up from my writing or my woes. A beautiful lake and pristine forest surrounding it.
We all know one can’t run away from problems or blunders. My problems won’t disappear even if I do, and blunders can’t be undone. But how much easier would it be to erase those things from my mind, even if for a day or two, if I could escape to The Blogging Retreat?
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Posted in Everyday, tagged blogging, NaPoBloMo on November 9, 2015|
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So here I am, it’s 5:30 p.m. and I’ve barely gotten home from work. I have a ton of things to do such as:
1. finish making and packaging drink charms
2. finish up packaging votives
3. price magnets
4. eat some dinner
I realized right now that I haven’t written a blog post for today, and I must in order to honor the challenge of 30 posts in 30 days. Leave me alone! I have way too much to do! Plus, I’ve been working my a$$ off trying to train someone in at the day job, keeping up with the holiday inventory at the shops I stock, and plus I’ve got a week at the hospital in store for me starting tomorrow (watching over someone else).
That’s no reason. To those who read blogs, especially those who are newcomers to this particular blog, the author’s personal problems are of no consequence.
Let me say this right now – I have nothing interesting to say today. But look, I’m writing a blog post saying just that. Those who know me will understand and those who don’t will never visit this site again. So be it. I warned everyone at the beginning of this challenge that some posts will be completely uninteresting. This is one of them. But I’m doing it.
So now I’m off to do some of those other things I committed to that don’t involve blogging. It’s going to be a long night. A long week. Things are crazy, “cray-cray” as they say these days, and I hope you understand.
Hysterical…Wild…Cray-Cray…This is me – at least I’m finely accessorized.
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Oh just look at me.
Wait. On the other hand, don’t look at me.
I’m a loser baby, so why don’t you kill me.
Seems like it’s been ages since I’ve done anything productive ~ in public, that is. I haven’t been writing on my blog, I haven’t been updating my Etsy shop, I haven’t been filling my calendar with summer craft shows. What have I been doing, you may ask?
Being a loser!
OK, not really. I’ve got other people’s situations taking up room in my head. I’ve got a friend going through a difficult situation with her dad, I’ve got my own dad who’s recovering from a knee replacement, I’ve got another person who’s going through an emotional break-up, I’ve got still another person who’s dipping his toes into the complexities and responsibilities of adulthood.
Then there’s my own stuff in my head. I’m thinking of ways to spruce up and promote my Etsy shop, I’m preparing to host lovely Mother’s Day brunch this coming weekend, I’m crunching numbers in preparation for an upcoming retirement, I’m tuttering over the novel I started a year and a half ago, I’m stocking retail shops with my products, and I’m getting all pumped (and nervous) about a journey to a foreign land.
It’s all in my head and I have to get it out somehow.
Hey there bloggy friends ~ what’s keeping you from blogging? I’m pretty sure it’s all in your head.
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Posted in Blogging, tagged blogging on August 13, 2014|
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Today I had lunch with my life-long friend MaryAnn. She’s been quite the Facebook fiend lately, posting a lot about any number of things. I told her, as I was stuffing my face with fried rice and princess chicken, you totally should take those Facebook posts and put them on your blog.
A long time ago I coerced MaryAnn into starting a blog and she liked posting for a while, but then the little bloggy space she created was abandoned without a second thought.
During our lunch MaryAnn told me all about some new challenges she’s undertaking to better her life, her quiet time spent at the A-frame cabin in the woods by the river, and some awesome things her husband can do, like building his own saw mill. I looked at her with amazement and said, duh, more blog posts!
What? You mean my life is actually interesting enough to blog about?
She looked thoughtful for a while and decided that yes, it would be fun to document some of these things in her life. Then she told me very pointedly that my blog, too, has been suffering. She wondered if Dobby was ever given a sock and was quite relieved when she read my last post about the candles I poured last week, which was written nearly a month later.
It’s so much easier to find blog posts in other people’s lives. My own life seems so ordinary and it’s hard to get motivated about expressing the happenings in writing. Do I really have to have pictures? What about my horrific grammar and editing skills? I lost track of why I blog and therefore it got harder.
I have to blog at my own pace and on my own time. So with that I hope I’m a little easier on myself when it comes to blogging, and MaryAnn, won’t you join me?
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Oh, the things I can get done in the dark hours when I know I don’t have to get up with the birds the next day. I listen to the chime of the mantel clock strike a late hour as I’ve just finished producing, pricing, and recording a load of inventory for a drop at a gift shop that’s been waiting for my goods for three months. If I were going to the day job tomorrow I’d have been in bed hours ago, probably tossing and turning with thoughts of how I could better spend my time.
The calendar flips its days, weeks and months to the finish line when I can say goodbye to the day job. It’s all I can think about these days. To spend time in this life exactly how I want to seems to be my purpose. Nothing specific, just my whim. How glorious that will be.
I’ve been avoiding writing lately, and I can’t really understand why. It’s not that I don’t have time; I do have some, enough, yet I’ve been avoiding it. Maybe it’s because that’s all I want to do, and the snippets of time afforded me only tease and torment. Or maybe I don’t really want to write at all. I haven’t figured it out yet. But here I am in the silence of the night, fulfilled with what I accomplished without a solid bedtime, writing.
Day after tomorrow I’ll be going to the family cottage for the holiday weekend, and I’m taking my laptop with me. Some of my family members might smirk at my bringing technology to the rustic nature of the cottage, but I’m not the only one bringing things to smirk at. Enough said, eh Charlotte? Perhaps I’ll find some time between roasting stale Peeps (a new delicacy Charlotte is going to try with Easter leftovers) and cleaning out boats and cottage rooms to return to my work in progress, rewriting/editing the first draft of the novel I wrote last November.
Such ramblings I have when I can relish the dark summer night. Bear with me, for there may be more to come. My blogging may take a turn, or continue to wane; one never knows. I’m just getting in practice for that time when all I have to listen to is my whim.
Serene Muskie Bay
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My blogging life has pretty much come to a halt. What’s with that?! I don’t know if it’s cabin fever or a bona fide mental disorder.
Lord knows the cabin fever thing is valid. All I do is stay home and go to work. Go to work and stay home. I’m pretty much a hermit anyway, but having weather and roads that make staying in a comfort and/or safety issue kind of limits my choices. Apparently having the option of going somewhere or doing something outside the house or work has a tremendous impact on my mental state, whether I actually take advantage of those options or not.
Having a bona fide mental disorder is also valid, but we won’t get into that.
Truth be told I’ve lost my motivation, or so it feels to me. Some people might look at my life and think I’m the most productive person in the world. Some other people (hi, Charlotte) would go insane being as inert as I am. I’ve slowed down to a crawl when it comes to my housekeeping and business endeavors, but when it comes to blogging? I’ve stopped dead in my tracks.
I want to write, I want to blog. I think there’s probably something churning inside as a result of the introverted/extroverted personality concept ~ a conflict of sorts. I’m generally an introvert, but there’s an obvious extrovert in my life who has made an impact on my writing. Her actions of late have made me want to clam up and hide the extroverted behavior of blogging. Hey, I think I just figured it out!
Thing is, there are all sorts of reasons why my blogging has been so sluggish lately. I want to write. I want to blog. I just don’t know what to say.
And so I trudge on…
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Splendid! Elizabeth Rose nominated me for the Reality Blog Award. We both have an affinity for Door County, Wisconsin and for blogging. She’s rediscovering her love for art and has also published an e-book titled Murder In Death’s Door County. Check out her blog at Elizabeth Rose Mysteries.
Along with this award comes a requirement that I answer these five questions. I’ll do my best.
1. If you could change one thing what would you change? Daylight savings time. There would be no such thing.
2. If you could have just one book on a deserted island what would it be? The Complete Works of Edgar Allan Poe.
3. What is one thing that really scares you? Being on a frozen lake or river, falling through the ice, and not finding my way out, trapped under the ice.
4. What is one dream you have not completed, and do you think you’ll be able to complete it? I would like to earn a living with something I’ve created. Earn a living. That’s a lot of dough. And yes, I think I’ll be able to complete that dream. Maybe. If I live long enough.
5. If you could meet any TV or movie star who is still alive, who would it be? Johnny Depp, most definitely. And he would love me madly.
Thank you, Elizabeth Rose. I’ll pass on the award once I’m done basking in it. Wait, that might be never. It shall be soon, I promise.
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